Category: Brain Dump

Even though some battles in life we’re suppose to fight ourselves, it doesn’t mean we have to fight alone.

Formed by the seams, messages encrypted within dreams, I keep waking up with no answers.

“While it is possible to change without improving, it is impossible to improve without changing.”

Interesting quote

Isn’t it perplexing that often our purpose in life lies directly where we struggle the most?

In reality, it was nothing more than a fleeting dream…

“I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it. I don’t believe it makes me real.” – Sum 41

2005 is coming to a close. This year, like many others has its share of stories to be told. My year actually has some stories of its own. As everything unfolded, I learned more about myself this year and like I’ve stated before my outlook on my life has changed for the better. I sort of know what I want now, the issue is just going after it. I still don’t know the direction I’m heading in though, but for now I’ll just wander.

There’s a single thought in my mind that’s been looming over for the past week and continues now, although it doesn’t really trouble me much. It’s my regret that I wasn’t able to confront it as the year draws to a close. I’ll find my resolve soon.

For those who have commented about the emptiness of my facial expressions and tones, I ensure you that I’ve made some progress this year. Believe it or not, I am smiling on the inside, still working on the outside. I just haven’t stared at my reflection long enough to notice. Yeah, I’m not afraid of making fun of myself.

I have my New Years resolution set in my mind, something that I’ll make every attempt to hold true in my heart and mind. I’m heading with a group of friends to see the ball drop in Times Square, NY to celebrate the New Year.

Here’s to 2006, let’s make it more interesting!

How do you let go of something that you were never able to hold on to?

I guess I’ll never know…